Thursday, June 23, 2011

The Inspiration

The Inspiration

Honestly, Baby. I have no specific reason why do I love you. Yeah. It’s kind of weird sometimes. But when it comes to love everything turns to possible.

Darling, you’re sweet even when you’re saying you’re not. You know why am I saying this? Because I never close my eyes when you look at me. I never cover my ear when you talk to me. And I never lock my heart when you’re giving up yours. I assess each and every single movement of you. And my mind kept saying “Hey, you got to trust him. He’s sincere.” I don’t know whether I have to believe it or not. But, unfortunately, I am. But, at the same time I’m not afraid to trust you. But what am I afraid of is losing you from my sight. *sigh*

It’s never been the same when I was with ‘him’. NEVER. But, seriously, you’re about to the next level in my heart. I never thought I can feel these again. It’s really out of my mind. And obviously, I can’t control it with my two hands and my two legs. I just can't handle it!

My heart bounced when you said “I Love You, Baby”. You’re really made my day. And I promise that!

2 seconds. It was like I’m falling in love with you within 2 seconds. It’s unbelievable. But you got to trust me. This is really happen to me.

Silently, I started to wake up from the place I sat for the past few months. And I can say that I started to fall for you. I started to miss you and I started to think of you for 3/4. I wiped away my tears. I whispered to myself, ‘Hey, it’s time for you to move on. There’s no reason for you to live in your past anymore. Go! Just go!’ and yeah, I’m ready for it now. And, truly said, I’m fucking brave to take a risk to pull myself up into the Love matter again. and I know, I’m brave enough, man!

Doesn’t matter how hard for me to let the past fly away and left the memories, I would try harder to let them go and begin a brand new love story. It’s tough for you and so do I. But, I have to confident on myself. If not, I will fell onto this ground again and again.

Let bygone, be bygone.

I’m glad that I can smile sincerely again. After all the shit had screwed up my life so bad, I never thought I can smile like this again. But, you made it, honey. You’re fucking made it! Thanks a lot!

Maybe this is not the right time for me to write this. But, maybe, in another hand, this might be the most appropriate time to write this. It’s never been too early for me to fall in love with you. And it would never been too late for me to love you for the whole heart.

Mohd Hazeeq Shahmie.

Thanks for the smiles and the laughter you’ve gave to me. Thanks for knocked on the secret door in my heart. Thanks for entered the heart and being a new best chapter in my life and Thanks for lighted up my life with your Love. I don’t have any idea how to prove to you how much I care for you, how much I miss you and how much I Love You. But, I’m sure; GOD knows what is in my heart.


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Back from misery

Im back again!!

AFTER  a couple month i'll leaving from my blog

NOW ! i come back for a reason..

I MISS DAMN MUCH WITH MY BLOG ! <3

act,there are many problem happened in my life..

let it be secret for my own good..

i hate this felt..REALLY HATE IT !

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Monday, May 16, 2011

Boleh ke tidak?



*BOLEYH TAK KALAU NAK RASA BAHAGIA MACAM NIE SAMPAI BILA- BILA ???

*BOLEYH TAK KALAU TANAK HILANG AWAK SAMPAI BILA- BILA ????

*BOLEYH TAK KALAU AWAK SAYANG SAYA MACAM NIE SAMPAI BILA- BILA ???

*BOLEYH TAK KALAU AWAK LAH YANG AKAN JADI LELAKI YANG TERAKHIR DALAM HIDUP SAYA ???

BOLEYHH KANNNN ...????

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i want a boyfriend !

the moment i shared with him..its just a history.a history that couldn't anyone steal from me.i cried and always cried when i reminisce these love stories..i love him..love that cannot be shared.it just for me and him.when you heard about romeo and juliet ,a love story full of heart wrenching.about sacrifice,romance,full of trials tragic love stories..i want to be his part of juliet..if i could..i rather doing anything for him,he's always be mine romeo..if i choose to die for his love .. I'm willing to go through..- by "the only one farah eyda"

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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

this is what i am

hye guys!!today my feeling better than other days!and fyi guys!!my feeling today like want to do something wicked!!hahahahaa!*joke around;Phihi.sometimes i feel like nothing to do..yah,i feel like bored.i dun have anybody to love me..yah of coz im still had my dad and mom but i meant someone more "LOVE" me.i feel like difficult to find men can know what i want.i think its not hard to love me..a simple person and easy going together.just pour me love dats all.it can be happened to all people in love when couple fighting.but what going on to me its so different..like never have heppy ending..still fight cool fight and owez fight..its never been ends.im tired through this shit fighting.its make me more hurt than love me..siyezly,really hate it!annoy make feeling!urghh!!sometimes i hope..i feel like want to destroy anyone who is dating.i juz want to be loved.hukhuk.sometimes see other people happy make me jealousy.yah so jealousy like want grabbed him to be with me.hahaha!wahh!evil i am?haha~oke oke,i dunno y im talkin ridiculous but i dun meant it to anyone so y all dun worry yah?i dun have instinct of evil.hehe.act,i want y all hear this song from ROSSA - KU MENUNGGU.i really love this song bcuz it soft song like catchy2.haha.let's hear it!

Rossa - Ku menunggu

ku menunggu, ku menunggu kau putus dengan kekasihmu
tak akan ku ganggu kau dengan kekasihmu
ku kan selalu di sini untuk menunggumu

cinta itu ku berharap kau kelak kan cintai aku
saat kau telah tak bersama kekasihmu
ku lakukan semua agar kau cintaiku

reff:
haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
ada cemburu juga rindu
ku tetap menunggu

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
dan kau sudah ada yang punya
ku tetap menunggu

datang padaku, ku tahu kelak kau kan datang kepadaku
saat kau sadar betapa ku cintaimu
ku akan selalu setia tuk menunggumu

repeat reff

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
ada cemburu dan juga rindu
dan aku tetap menunggu

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
dan kau sudah ada yang punya
ku tetap menunggu

(aku tetap menunggu) ku tetap menunggu
(aku tetap menunggu) ku tetap menunggu
ku tetap menunggu

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Monday, May 9, 2011

FACEBOOK is pesky!!


Facebook been like erm....disease to EVERYONE in the world......its a top 1 socializing network now....

a day with opening ur fb felt like something missing in ur routine life same goes to me....in 24hour i can spent about 10hour by log in into Facebook and start to stalk people.....try to search for new gossip and latest news......

But did u guys notice that Facebook sometimes :-
  • can make people fight
  • it can make people emotional...
  • its can make people cry 
  • can make people kill them self
  • can make people be really drunk
  • can make people happy
  • can make people laugh
  • can make PEOPLE fall in love
  • make people realize their stress as well by updating the status!!!!!
a lot of this could happen in Facebook and for me I'm always fighting with my bf because of STUPID FACEBOOK....i start to be so emotional when u post something in your BF wall then he did say anything and it make u felt like u the one that really into him....owh 1 more thing is when u see the picture that u not suppose to see...and u start to realize that ur BF is lying to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 CURRENTLY I'M DEACTIVATE MY FACEBOOK COZ I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!



yah..My bf keep my fb bcz he afraid that i betrayed and fool around him.and act,HE FOOL AROUND ME ADALAH!LIAR!JERK!!
COMMENT:Do you believe that fb is bringing bad luck on couple's??yah!i trust it!bcuz it happened me now!fuck!

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kecewa kali ke 3!

I hate this felling.........i never success in any relation.....why????hahhahaha....i know why coz im not special n im just a stupid ordinary girl that desperately want a BF!!!!!!!!!
why its happen to me all the time???why im not deserving the better???
korg smua mesti tau ape rase dia kan kena DUMB je....sakit..perit...sedey and kecewa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smua lelaki yg aku jumpe smua sama.....they are either too selfish or to childish.....most of it trying to take advantages on u....

bukan lumrah alam yg guy nie suppose protect a girl and they should take a good care of girl???
but where all the guys that suppose to act like that????i xpenah nmpk n ape ntah lg jumpe...
btw it happen to me again........frust yg dlu pun xilang luka dia lg..nie da dpt yg baru!!!!!!
tell me now....how im gonna trust a guy again????
LOVE IS JUST SHIT FOR ME......AND I BELIEVE IN MYSELF THAT I WILL NEVER TRUST A GUY SO EASILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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jatuh hati dengan najwa !

HEY GUYS!
nk thu x??Ak daa jatuh hati gedebuk gan lagu yang didendangkan oleh Najwa Mahiaddin bertajuk Got to Go dari album Innocent Soul. ngeeee~festime terdengar lagu Got to Go ni ingat Alicia Keys auu yang nyanyi , bila Google jek baru tahu Najwa Mahiaddin.
Album ini memuatkan 10 lagu berentak muzik soul yg telah diolah beliau sejak berusia 16tahun lgi tuee.dasat kn?Tabik spring la najwa!hihi.Antara lagu yang terbest terdapat dalam Album ni 
Got to go
innocent soul
i've got the..
monday blues
sweet october
go head
how long must i wait
jealousy
ain't that a shame
your love
nak thu x?najwa ni bru jek umur 25 tahun tau.hihi.*sape suke cpt ngorat!!hihi.;Pkini beliau masih sibuk belajar di Berklee College of Music, Boston, Massachusetts, Amerika Syarikat , Percaya ker tak beliau ni anak TPM(anak menteri) tapi nampak Cool jer kan..?
Jom kita layan Music Video Got to Go :)


Lirik
Got To Go – Najwa Mahiaddin



This time I’m gonna live my life
I ain’t no stepford wife
No I ain’t perfect
Gonna find somebody who’s worth it
And no you ain’t that person
Coz i caught you constantly flirtin’
With my best friend

So I guess I’ll say goodbye
I’ll find me another guy
Why (why why why)
You always makin’ me
Cry (cry cry cry)

No I can’t stand it
No you can’t be my man
It don’t matter who you are,
Even if you were a star,
You’ve got to go
(Go go go go go go)

Read my lips I’m leavin’,
and no no I ain’t teasin’,
This time it’s for real,
Gotta find you another girl,
Coz this one sure ain’t stayin’,
By the time you finish what you’re sayin’
I’ll be gone

kata hati : rugi lau korunk xdgr lgu najwa nie.sgt sgt best!!


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SINGLE LAGI BAGUS!



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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Alergicnye aku!!

okay, sebenarnya hari ni memang mood macam apa lagi. so, aku rasa macam nak lepas semua! haih. aku bukan apa. bukan nak bangga or other than that. cuma aku sedikit tak paham dengan orang2 macam ni. yes, aku memang tak perfect. tapi takde lah nak comment comment orang lain smpai orang tu terasa tahap gaban. takde lah sampai hati nak buat orang lain mcm tu. aku memang bukan baik sangat. bukan angel ke hape. tapi sekurang2nya AKU TRY JAGA HATI ORANG LAIN SEBAIK BAIKNYA. ni tak, rapat pun tak, nak comment comment orang lain. huh, sakit hati + tak paham dengan orang macam ni. -,-before you judge others, judge the person in the mirror first! okay, ni yang last lah. malas nak cakap lagi. orang yang nak kutuk orang lain tapi tak berani. hey, jangan jadi pengecut boleh tak? nak kutuk kutuk orang dah la melampau. kalau baik sangat sangat pakai purdah aku tak kisah la. kot ye tak puas hati SANGAT SANGAT, sila tampil ke hadapan. kalau anda nak maki maki depan saya pun takpe. tapi jangan jadi pengecut. lagi satu, yang suka bawa bawa cerita orang lain and buruk2 kan nama dia. jangan lah macam tu, kita saudara seislam. fikirlah sebelum buat ape2. nak jaja habis cerita org lain. percayalah, kalau kau jaja jaja story mory orang lain, at last nnama kau sendiri yang jadi buruk.don't trust anyone that not really close to us!
sorry sangat sangat aku emo hari ni. -,- tak niat nak kasar pun. 

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