*Grrr ape masalah kauu doe? Tak ckup2 perli aku kea? Tak puas hati dgn aku? Heyyy lantak kauu lahh perempuann. Aku malas nak gado nan kauu. Aku da besar da pndai fkir. Tade keje aku nak gado nan perempuan mcm kauu doe. There's no point ok? Dala kau da besa kann? So jgnla jd budak-budak yg takda akal fikiran okay? Do mind
guys!!This is my official blog site about my thought and my opinion. I will address anything on random topics and anything that comes too my mind. its gonna be never ending stories.so guys!welcome most to my superb bloggix!I hope you could drop any comments or anything on my writting .enjoy read it!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
2nd Anniversary !
tanggal 2hb aritu,ak gan b ak g genting.sbb nk smbut aniversary kami ke 2 tahun kt sne.alhamdulillah.akhirnye hubungan kami berpanjangan atas keberkatan allah s.w.t berikan.siyesly,agk xsangka jge la smpi skunk,sbb kdg kdg dah bermacam bagai dugaan kami lalui.perang la,gadoh gadoh la,clash smbung alek la,siyesly banyak sgt.dah takleh egat sgt.too much happened.but,were tried gak fix our problem so far oke la till now.kdg kdg yg berlaku pon bende small matter.tp org ckp,if slalo gadoh gadoh nie sbb terlalu syggg,itu nk showing our true love.ehe.ohh x sangka,memg ak sygg sgt kt die smpi dlm hati ckp *takmo dah cari lain,he's the one.setia habis-habisan (;.aik,lari tajokk.ahaha.psl genting pon ade gak kejadian gadoh gadoh tat sne.aishh~small matter gak.mls nk citer detail kt sni,tp memg ade figting tat sne.mls nk gadoh sgt ngn die sbb terlalu keras hati.susah nk lembut hati,marah sesedap hati.ak yg jd mangsa.ofcos la ak takleh nk lawan sbb die lelaki,ak perempuan.if ak lelebih nnty,ak lak yg nanges kang.hahaha!too weak.:Pbayangkan larh.punye excited nk celebrate tat genting,larh larh aritu ugak alek.cedeh kn?nk wt cmne.sbb slh stu perkara,otel full.tyme tue lak esoknye ade ABPH tat genting.ak lupe lak,patot la ramai org kt sne.tensen jek kpale nie.n then cuace pon agak bad sbb sejok n ade hujan renyai renyai tat sne.melayang rm50 sbb atas kebodohan sendiri pegy time nk buat APBH.damn!but sokayy,kami terima dgn redha.smpi je KL kami jln jln around bb,cos dats place yg familiar,memandang xde transport.*my car was burn bcz the engine got explosion.haha!ini sbb sipolan sipolan la bwk kete smpy temperature naik x sedar.patot la tade air-cond.bygkan bwk smpy ke mid.aiyak!relax slumberer jek bwk.rupenye kete tue dah mau hmpir meletop tue.haha!tp itu story lame,biar jela.kumpul duet beli jek kete baru.ape susah kn?so berbalik tadi,kami juz tgk muvee citer 'wars invasion-the battle los angeles' really quite entertaining citer tue memg bez,ak tgk memg x berkedip mata.*tipoo la kn?haha.mse.mse tue kami tgk kt panggung max at t.square.memg bez sgt sbb luas n quite comfortable la gak.memg view tmpt kami sgt bez betol betol center.hahaha.ak egat seat ak tue G 19-20.so selesai abez muvee mcm bese la kn?haha.*ak je tahu.so esok kami jln jln lgi area bb n pavi.sume tempat pegy,hehe.then puas jln mula b ak nk alek da ipoh.cean die.tp sbb syg msty la die snggup dtg jupe ak kn?hehe.thx so much b coz sudi celebrate our anniversary ke 2 tahun.were not expect reach till today,but i'd loved u so much.if allah maha adil n mendengar,hubgn kite boleh melangkaui lebih dr ini coz setiap kali solat,pasti cyg men-doakan kebahagiaan kite utk memanjangkan lgi jodoh kite jika di-izinkan allah.itu slh satu harapan cyg,sbb cyg mau hidup n semati bersama dgn b.i'm willing be your coming wife..i really do.imissyousomuch!iloveyou till my last breath on this world.u noe rite i dun have any except u aite?so pls choose me be your wife ..mwaaaa!!!thx again.hope were still 2gether till die oke?thx b!!love u!!
kata hati:i love u so much.who's dare take him form me?over my dead body 1st bodo!BITCH!!he's cannot be taken and seized!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Misi ber-senaman part 1
Friday, April 8, 2011
Misi men-diet-kan badan !
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| Misi men-diet-kan badan bermula hari ini ! *8hb april 2011* |
My beloved readers ! please support my commitment to lose my weight by 10kg in 2 months.oke?hahaha!if i'm fail in my mission,can u kick my ass?*i'm so serious.lol.
bermula pada 8hb april ,dgn ini saya berjanji akan mencuba sedaya upaya untuk menurunkan berat badan saya ini sebanyak 10kg dalam tempoh jangka masa paling minimum 2 bulan.if not,paling maksimun adalah 3 bulan seperti mana yg telah dijanjikan oleh diriku kepada diriku yg penuh bersemangat dan berdedikasi terhadap melawan atau seumpamaannya adalah MENGHAPUS lemak lemak degil yg berada ditubuhku ini.NYAHH ! ko lemak !kill kill die die ur stOpiddd fat in my body!!hahahah!oke,seperti yg di-plan-kan,ak telah membeli beberapa barangan makanan kering seperti corn flakes,cereal oats,minuman yogurt,roti dan bagai macam lgi.semalam ak telah ke carrefour dgn mamaku utk membeli makanan2 seperti kt atas tue la,kali nie ak xmo dah main2 n gagal lgi mau diet.ak akan menuruti mind set ak utk kurus.kurus.kurus!!toksah pandang dah mknan nasi2 ke,manis2 ke,kek,gula or wateva.MUAK!!JIJIKdan GELI!!!tolg hindarkan ak dr mknn berlemak nie.plssss!!ak akan motivate diri ak,mengajar,berkeras ,melawan dan berkasar akan nafsu serakah ak terhadap makanan!ak akan cube tanam mind set ak utk menjayakan misi ak utk menguruskan badan ini.yess!!!I was very energetic in trying to successfully eliminate the fat in my body and try to spend time to workout in weekend with my friends'deya'.She's in my list to join me to lose her weight.hopefully were success and commited in were mission.hopefully..so selamat berjaya kepada diriku dan kwanku 'deya'.:)
kata hati:yah,i'm too chubby.mybe 'his' eyesight look me like 'rhino'.yah..its too bad for me..he's owez insult me everytime were met.i'm so lose confident and oso down feeling.but its oke,i trying desperately my mission to lose my weight and oso try too spend my time to workout at titiwangsa every weekend saturday and sunday.i try to reach out of my control about my fat body.and get my ideal body.yeah..full of my spirit today,hopefully my spirit same like other day's..insyallah..:)
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Typical Local Film
komen :Well done bro absolutely fantastic
Aku Mau ini!
addicted on these outfit so badly <33 :'(
ak cukee bju nie!memg style sgt lorh..uhuk~
bile nk topping agy nie..xsabo lak asenye..wiwi :)
kata hati:kan bgus lau ak topping sorg2,aha.ley la ak habeskan wet ak sbyk mne ak cuke an?tp lau ade 'die' cucah laa..nyebok jek nk shopping ugak..uh~:(
Pierce The Viel
Sedikit Info Tentang band 'Pierce The Viel' ^_^
Pierce The Veil atau PTV adalah sebuah band rock Amerika dari San Diego,California. PTV telah ditubuhkan pada tahun 2006 oleh adik beradik Vic dan Mike Fuentes selepas pembubaran kumpulan Awal mereka 'Times' yang dibentuk dari punk rock di San Diego. PTV telah releasekan dua album studio dan telah meneruskan beberapa tour mereka disekeliling dunia sejak release kan album debut mereka, A Flair for Drama pada tahun 2007.
antara anggota band PTV :
- Mike Fuentes-Drms,Percussion,Backing Vocals
- Vic Fuentes-Lead Vocalsm,Rhythm guitar,keyboard,synthesizers,piano
- Tony Perry-Lead Guitar
- Jaime Preciado-Bass Guitar,Programming,Backing Vocals
act,band nie shame jek mcm band2 lain cam Sleeping With Sirens,Asking Alexandria,Love Me Butch,Attack Attack,Eyes Set To Kill,Emarosa,A Day To Remember,Drop Dead Gorgeous dan bagai macam laa.even ak xdelah cam addict sgt on 1 band.ak depend on lgu.if lagu besh ak lyn.if band lain ade lgu besh ak pon ley lyn.ahaha.nie sume sbb bf kesygan ak ler.tiap kali jupe msti ade je lgu baru2 nk intro kt ak.ak pon bolayann jela.ahaha.tp lgu plh besh yg ak slalo wt lagu tito ak redjumpsuit apparatus-guardian angel memg gilerr syiok la ak ckp korunk.aha.memg terlena ak dgr lgu tue.not bad la band tue.byk lgu besh,kire ley msuk jiwa seni ak la.hahaah!tp yg band PTV nie lgu plg best yg patut korunk dgr 'million dolar houses(the painter) memg best la.pastu lirik2 dorg memg sgt kreatif.dats y ak ske.kejp jek ak fall in love ngn band nie sbb suare lead singer dorg memg powerr!merdu sgt.lebih kurg cam sleeping with sirens la.ak ske band lau die ade lgu slow.tue memg ak lyn la.msty nk donload punyer.papepon bg peminat music post hardcore nie korunk patut dgr la *if ley msuk ngn jiwa korg la an?.ak nie xdela cam follow up or addict sgt cume ade certain lgu yg ley ak lyn memg ak lyn.ehehe.=P
kata hati : *Akhirkata....Barang Baru Barang Lama...JIWA Baru mengusik MINDA ke Era yg lama...ZAMAN itu bukan Zaman sekarang...Tapi bila dikenang pasti akanku sedar betapa indahnya nolstagia memori itu!
Monday, April 4, 2011
Oh Chentaku-Asthmara

Empty heart, rolling roller coaster ride,
this is how I wreck myself inside,
I am tired of being myself,
I am tired of being someone else,
and i am tired of being here,
Shake the bottle, twist the cap, smash it hard,
to the ground, hit the mud and cut your ears,
See how it turns in a different way,
none alike you thought it should be
And we swim to the shore, days come and go,
I'll love you, you will love me,
that's all that we need, f**k off everything,
We believe in jealousy,
I can live but I wish I could die,
Not yet
First, I said I've got nothing to live for,
she said, "No."
But then, i asked her what that I've got to live for,
she said, "No, you're wrong."
I am running backward hoping for somebody
to catch me before I fall down, before i drown
Sayang,
I am coming home tonight,
we will let go everything,
just to see how it turns better tomorrow,
See i wonder how it could be anything stupid
or harder than this
this is how I wreck myself inside,
I am tired of being myself,
I am tired of being someone else,
and i am tired of being here,
Shake the bottle, twist the cap, smash it hard,
to the ground, hit the mud and cut your ears,
See how it turns in a different way,
none alike you thought it should be
And we swim to the shore, days come and go,
I'll love you, you will love me,
that's all that we need, f**k off everything,
We believe in jealousy,
I can live but I wish I could die,
Not yet
First, I said I've got nothing to live for,
she said, "No."
But then, i asked her what that I've got to live for,
she said, "No, you're wrong."
I am running backward hoping for somebody
to catch me before I fall down, before i drown
Sayang,
I am coming home tonight,
we will let go everything,
just to see how it turns better tomorrow,
See i wonder how it could be anything stupid
or harder than this
lagu nie sgt b'makna utk ak sbb si die telah menyanyikan sebuah lagu ini kepada ak.sgt quite interesting.apatah lgi dgn suare 'original' bf ku sendiri mendendangkan.x dinafikan suare die memg 'best' tp cam ade sumbang sket la,xbyk ane pon.hehe.well,bgus la an?sekurgnye die ley nyanyi byk2 utk ak *uwaa cdeh ak xpandai nk nyanyi.uhuk.thx b coz singing this song 4 me..semalam dgr record suare b pon cam best.egatkan b curik suare sape an?xsangka suare b..eheheh.muawcx!!love u so Much my dear mucuk!!:)
kata hati : I'm the girl that dies in the beginning of the movie. I'm the one who never makes it out of the cave.
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Friday, March 25, 2011
PATHETIC !
kenapa laa susah sgt lelaki nk memahami perasaan ak?ade boyfie pun mcm xde boyfie pun ade.dah la distance antara ak gan die jauh.sebab die msh menjalani prak dekat ipoh,perak dan mungkin dijangka tamat hujung tahun ni.well,xkisah laa yg tu asalkan die grad gan cemerlang dan dpt kerja yg bgus-bagus.aku doakan die sentiasa berjaya.sebenarnya aku nk story cket psl hubugn ak dan die.bukan tujuan nk aibkan die dan aku xnk laa citer detail sgt.cuma sedikit luahan yg patot ak luahkan ,if not meletop la kepala ak,sb dah tak tahan nk simpan.well yg skrg ni,sgt sgt membebankan perasaaan aku.aku kdg2 jeles tgk hubungan 'herie nasry' dengan gf die 'irdina aziz' memg sweet couple ever laa,aku memg knl sgt herie nasry tu,jejaka hensem di utm.memg macho abes laa.selalo ak tgk die memg xpenah laa lau xde pompuan.mesti nk ade je pompuan sekelilingnya.kdg2 pndgn ak memikirkan die nie 'playboy' ke?susah ak nk ckp,sbb ak xpenah stalker kehidupan die cmne.allahualam laa katekan.tp yg sgt sgt wt ak cam jeles tgk hubugn die ngn gf die tue adlh..mereka sgt sweet talker.cutee je tgk care dorg text2 caring each other.syg each other.owez tnye tentang dah mkn ke belom.all the time.kdg2 kejelesan ak nie cam membuak2 juga laa..*'npe la ak xley dpt lelaki cam herie tue?daa la hensem,setia,bahasa elok je ckp dgn gf,pastu caring,memg sweet la ak ckp.tapi yg lagi best bile herie ley pertahankan hubungn die gan gf die.ak dpt tahu la cam ade org nk dengki dengki hubgn dorg,well bese la bagi yg xpuas hati tgk org len bahagia.herie tue ley berusaha cpt cpt utk kembalikan kepercayaan kt gf die,best je tgk dorg nie.jeles jeles!bkn ak jeles sbb nkkn si herie tp ak jeles knp ak xdpt treat mcm tue oleh bf ak sendiri??aduhh frust kot,ak xheran la if cam die bz ke ape,tp yg buat ak hot mendidih nie bile ak call jek,ckp kurg aja dgn ak.kalau la mse tue ak ade skit jantung ke,ak rse ak daa arwah kot.kurg aja sgt.ak geram sgt tau.ak cl punye baik je an lembut2,sweet agy.ak nie jenis cam ske amek thu kt bf ak,buknnye tiap2 5minit pun.kdg2 an hour pon ade.die sedap tekak nk sound ak,dlm hati ak *ape punye jantan la ak dpt,kurg aja ske maki2 ak.ape nth dosa ak kt die,melampau yg amat.ak nie daa la ske honestly,ak ckp jek ap ak xpuas hati,mampuihh die la if terasa.if bende ak xske jgn dibuat,ak xheran la if sekali.tp nie nk dekat bpe melon juta nk ckp mcm tue?ayat plg best arr yg buat ak angin..
Cyg : helo,b watpe tu ?
b : tade watpe.
cyg : dah tue watpe ni sbnr?
b : tade watpe la bongok !
cyg : npe b kurg aja sgt nie?
b :(diam)
cyg : (letak fon)
bongok die pnggil ak?helemak,hot betol ak ngn jantan nie.bf x bf memg ak angin ak geram ak tegor jek perbuatan die.ak anta text kt die..(pesanan yg agak pnjg siap berbaur tegoran dan ugutan).act,ak mls nk cite pnjg sbnr..ak ckp..ak dah tawar hati kt die.memg doe ak dah tawar hati.kalau la ade lelaki amek kesempatan kt ak nk berkenalan dan care die layan ak baek punye beserta dgn keyakinan bersungguh maukan ak dgn berjanji taknak bg ak sakit hati atau bernangis ofcouse ak pegy kt die.betol ak ckp,ak akn pegy kt lelaki 'uknown' tue.ermmmm...mslhnyer ak dah tego die byk kali..jgn penah maen2kn perasaan ak..kali nie memg ape yg keluar dr mulut ak memg ak betol2 maksudkn.takde penyesalan...:((
komen : nsb bg seorg wanita mcm ak,knp tuhan bg ak berjumpe dgn lelaki sepertinya?yallah..ika ak dah byk sakitkan hati mane mane lelaki itu adlh bukn kehendak ak,yaallah,,sesungguhnya bukakan laa pintu hati die menerima seadanya ak dan ak memohon padaMu yallah..moga engkau lembutkan hati die supaya menjadi org yg lebih bertakwa dan beriman..amin~
Thursday, March 24, 2011
More Than SHITT !
lgi satu perempuann,kauu tak payah la nak menipu org sane sini.cermin dulu muka kau doe.kauu nk buat-buat citer budget kauu betol arr?lepass tu kauu nak burukkn aku?heyyy,melampau lak perempuann ni!aku pon ade thp kesabaran laa,sekali kau tipuu aku ley maafkan,tp ni dah bpe byk juta kau nk menipu??balik-balik kauu nk jugak kutuk aku arr?helemek HOTnya aku!budget lak perempuan ni.sape nk percaya cite bodoh kau tu?lame-lame org tahu laa yg kauu nie kaki PENIPU !kau sendiri thu yg memg tade spe nk percaya kauu even PENK kau sendiri.kalau die sendiri percaya kauu die takde makne laa nk cari aku doe.kau bodoh ke ape?die sendiri contact aku suruh aku jujur tentang kau?aku memang tak bukak mulut arr,after that si PENK kau tu cakap,kau mengata aku dari belakang? kauu cakap macam-macam tentang aku kat PENK kau?yang menjadikan kau bodoh bila ape die cite tu sume *BULLSHIT* tade satu pon betol la wey,tahniah arr kauu perempuan.kau nak lepaskan diri kau,kau buat citer dongeng kau tentang aku?wey perempuan,kau memg banggang + bodoh !aku malas laa nk gadoh-gadoh ngan kau..spe jujur,spe penipu.yang penting kau dala LIAR !sedar diri la wey,kau tak payah nk berpura-pura yg kau tue LESBIAN.dah hakikat kau tu ada perasaan kat lelaki.sudahh-sudahh la wey,hentikan kisah LIFE kau yg mengarut tu.aku memg tanak msuk campur hal kau,tp aku memg pantang bile aku yang takde kena mengena dlm hidup kau,kau msuk campurkan sekali.pastu kau buruk-burukkn aku kat sume org.heyy,aku bahagia dengan BF aku la wey,aku tak penah kisah hal kau.kau sedap mulut jek hantar text panjang menjela kutuk-kutuk aku lak,ape aku heran??aku tak heran langsung sebab aku sendiri tahu arr ape aku buat.aku malas nk reply mesej karut kau,watpe nak layan bicth macam kau?tak penah serik- serik.kau tak payah menambah keseronokkan kauu menipu org dengan buat-buat cite pasal aku.kau sedar arr,org yg kau sayang tu pun cari aku nak tanye perihal kau.kau sedar tak?tade sape nk percaya kau,itu laa balasan TUHAN bagi kat kau.sudah-sudah lah rosakkan hidup kau tu.plss la perempuan,aku bley time kau jadi kwn aku asalkan kau berubah jadi diri kau sebenar.tak perlu nak menyamarkan diri kau.aku kenal lahh spe kau NUR AMILIA BINTI ABU BAKAR.stop it your drama.its totally not unreal.totally FAKE.aku hanya terima diri kau yg sebenar.be your self la perempuan.i dont mind what will happen on you next..because..i dont wanna befriend with you anymore,its wasting my time.FAKER,LIAR,BITCHER STOOPIDDD !
New me, New lifee, yeahhh. I'm happy with my own life now. BITCHH, just stay away from me. Trust me I wont disturb youu if youu stop talking shit bout me. Just live your life with your own shit wayy. Nobody's care bout youu LOSERRRRR.
*Yowww, her busyy with her new own life with her lovely PENK bodoh.. kelakar =D
RelationShitt !
When you have just a boyfriend, you move on to another. You don’t let yourself breathe because you don’t get the concept of being in a relationship because you never had one. It’s just a boy with a title. You let him sleep over, and take you out on dates. But do you really appreciate him like some other girl probably would? Girls just have boyfriends to have boyfriends. It’s becoming no longer about romance and being together. Everything is selfish.
And then there is the lady who refuses to have someone that loves her. She can make all the excuses in the world. Please, spare me. You’re too insecure to find someone who actually cares for you. You aren’t ready for rejection, so you sleep around and don’t leave any traces. Insecurities can be beautiful, but they can also break a person if you don’t even treat yourself how you want others to treat you.
Honestly, I felt so stupid how could I have not seen your REALintentions..
So, my point is STOP JUDGING! Even if you think you are not.
*annoy,DAMN !
shittalk:who care?i dont care.everything changed!
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